Every sound like a pin in my mind
Every breathe a struggle
When someone gets too close
my vision gets blurry
This feeling will not leave me
A huge weight on my chest
I hear his voice in my head
Haunting my dreams
We are all dead
I was offered counselling
But I’m not ready to speak
That would mean it was real
I’m not dreaming
The pain I feel intensifies
Heart broken more than body
I wish I could fade away
End reality
Or turn back time perhaps
Harden my soul and heart
Leave all be and hide away from the world
Stay meek and free.
Stop Walking on Egg Shells 