I’ve been trying to look after myself a little better.
I’ve had my hair and nails done, today I’m having eye lash extensions.
And yet all of this is a front as I feel empty.
I don’t know why, I have lots I should be thankful for.
I have zero energy, I don’t care really about myself or my home. I feel a fraud to myself when what I want to do is stay warm in bed away from the world.
I’m not even sure why I’m making an effort with myself. The migraines are back so I’m not planning any outings, I’m exhausted from putting on a brave face for my family and I’m sick of the weird pains from my surgery in June.
Roll on summer.