They probably are.
I get this sneaky suspicion that some ‘friends’ don’t want to see my husband and I back together.
They are actively telling tales on him, things I already know.
The thing is I know that if we are over for good, those friends won’t stay in contact with me.
They are like old wives spinning tales and will stick with the one who brings most to the table in terms of gossip for their trilling.
Although I’m wondering if every self defence speech was a lie, ‘No I’ve never cheated on you’, ‘I didn’t sleep with anyone! It was……’, ‘I only went to pick ….. up’, etc etc.
Because I know he lies.
Why are some people drawn to drama, and why do I respect myself so little to let go?
I’m going to a meeting on Monday, if I have the courage; for families of those who drink. A support network which helps build your self worth after living or while living with a drinker.
I’m hoping for direction. For my mindset to change. For strength. Not only to change my situation but future situations and of course, those toxic ‘friendships’.
If you need help, I’m here for you. I’ll help find someone to talk to, a local group or meeting. You are not alone.
We are survivors.