Gastric Bypass Life

I was just reminded by another blogger, Dailyjotter2, how beauty is found in imperfection and it’s reminded me to find beauty in myself. I’d definitely fallen out of love with my own body, I judge myself harshly. Yet I don’t seek perfection, now when I see myself I will remind myself of the journey this

Awesome Food!

I visited here as a mid week treat, to be honest I have been trying to get in here for years but I’m more or a spur of the moment person not a plan in advance person. This is definitely a book in advance place! The food was authentic, tasty, every dish was full of

Tattoo regrets?

Times change. I always wanted a cool tattoo. My first marriage wasn’t a great one and my husband said ‘if you ever get a tattoo we are done.’ So what did I do? Well it seemed an easy way to end it! I was young and unfortunately it didn’t work. I had a small butterfly

I saw this prompt

Write a letter to your 100-year-old self. And I thought to my self you’re not far off.. Actually I’m 43 this year, but I feel as though I’m not far off. So to my 100 year old self, I hope you have no regrets, you always made decisions based on the right choices and you

Where once there was a forest, now stands a lonely tree.

Running for it’s life away from the ever increasing tide, seeking shelter from the ever warming sun.

Broken but Battling

Today I went to the stables, it was warmer than usual. I normally sit all day and watch. Today I joined in, as far as my body would allow anyway. Moved some straw, led a pony; I felt like I contributed in my own little way. It felt good. I’m now sat in my pyjamas

Sleepless

Why won’t my brain catch up with my body My eyes are heavy I need the sleep My mind starts singing or over thinking things I try to count Think of a pitch black space to darken the brightness in my head Thoughts rebel and put a disco on instead It’s like my minds on

Do you feel like ‘friends’ are sabotaging your relationship?

They probably are. I get this sneaky suspicion that some ‘friends’ don’t want to see my husband and I back together. They are actively telling tales on him, things I already know. The thing is I know that if we are over for good, those friends won’t stay in contact with me. They are like

Lost

We had plans I had plans To travel together See the world Visit places out of the ordinary Swim in different seas I’m mourning my lost dreams I don’t want to do them without you I’m lost in my own solitary Nothing feels the same I love you.

Alone

She told him to leave To see him was painful Her heart was breaking She couldn’t see how years of the same behaviour could be forgiven Her life was now a whirling torrent of disarray Loneliness and longing for that one person you wanted to love and trust forever Being alone was better surely The