Where once there was a forest, now stands a lonely tree.

Running for it’s life away from the ever increasing tide, seeking shelter from the ever warming sun.

Gone

The sky darkened as the ash fell like snow Blanketing everything in sight The world was ending and not a sound could be heard over the bellowing of the clouds above Angrily crashing together like hooves hitting stone, they billowed and moved quickly above spreading despair and destruction Humanity was lost.

Bless Our NHS

But damn the Tories and Branson. As I sat in A&E, at 7am, on Tuesday, doubled in pain, I look up and see the wait time list, 10 hours. Now luckily for me I guess, I’m not here with a break, I’m here with internal pain around my stomach and gall bladder and having had

Body Changes & Gastric Bypass

Last weekend my husband and I went out. At one point I was walking behind him in a pub and he turned round to check I was still okay and behind him, he wasn’t looking for what I look like now and completely missed me! When he finally saw me he smiled and said there

Small steps…

I wanted to share some positive news! Last I blogged, I wrote about our struggles here coping with teenage depression and suicidal thought patterns. Here is me hoping and praying, that we are making steps in the right direction. Having gone from complete breakdowns and self harming to smiling, chatting and being more sociable, we

Relief!

If you saw my last post, my GP scared the bejeezus outta me. Well done to them though for taking something seriously. I’ve since had, ultrasounds, examinations involving cameras up my nose and down my throat, physical examinations, seen three different specialists, had blood work done, the lot. I’m actually really impressed with everyone I’ve

Yesterday was X-ray day

Tomorrow is cancer specialist day. I’ve got to say though the staff at my GP surgery and everyone I’ve seen so far at the hospital has been amazing. Even got to keep my t’shirt on for the chest X-ray, phew! My husband drove me and came in, he asked about coming in with me tomorrow

Referral to a Cancer Specialist

Weeks ago, okay, months ago, I started to notice a lumpy bump near my clavical/neck. Now I brushed this off, maybe I have a bit of cold, just a gland or lymph node reaction to an infection, maybe I’m just fat. Every excuse for not getting it checked out came in my head to reassure

The world is changing and it makes me so sad.

When I think about all the horrors humans not only inflict upon themselves, but on the Earth, I truly start to despise our ‘being’. The Earth itself is changing with heat escaping from the lower levels of the crust; under the icecaps, sink holes, earthquakes and tsunamis to name a few, all change what we

Dreams

I had a beautiful dream last night. Our family had moved, it seemed to be a different planet and it was so incredible. There were land animals and the animals lived along side the people, we actually moved out of the way for the animals. I was sat under a tree branch, next to a