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Visits at Brew Time

‘A watched pot never boils’, I hear my Grandmother say as I stare at the blue light on the kettle, bright against the dark kitchen. I turn away, knowing that in doing so, the kettle will indeed boil, pushing the tap and letting the sink fill with hot water for later; I hear the clickContinue reading “Visits at Brew Time”

Death Visits.

As the pain in my chest grows, my heart pounding as though trying to beat against the bone cage which surrounds it and escape, I feel my breath fleeting; struggling on the intake but rushing to leave me like my soul eager to release its self from this fleshy jail. Death hovers near, beckoning withContinue reading “Death Visits.”

Animals Just Know

As I lay in bed with such pain in my head, this little beautiful being comes to lay on me and purrs away. Instantly soothing, the heat from her tiny body, the feel of her beautiful coat and the grey noise of the purr. Gizzy must be my little spirit animal sent to help meContinue reading “Animals Just Know”

Small steps…

I wanted to share some positive news! Last I blogged, I wrote about our struggles here coping with teenage depression and suicidal thought patterns. Here is me hoping and praying, that we are making steps in the right direction. Having gone from complete breakdowns and self harming to smiling, chatting and being more sociable, weContinue reading “Small steps…”

Teen mental health

Today I want to write about the current teenage mental health crisis in the UK, how unsupportive the system is and how dangerous the system is for our young people. This is from my own personal experience. My teen suffers with an anxiety disorder, is also apparently showing signs of autism, had had long standingContinue reading “Teen mental health”

I AM WALKING ON EGG SHELLS! AUTISM?

My daughters always has social problems be it with school or large gatherings. I just thought she had a school phobia, the doctors didn’t think anything of it as she grew up, just normal child behaviour. Sometimes we had tantrums in shops, like most parents experience. I always cried outside her door at night wishingContinue reading “I AM WALKING ON EGG SHELLS! AUTISM?”

The world is changing and it makes me so sad.

When I think about all the horrors humans not only inflict upon themselves, but on the Earth, I truly start to despise our ‘being’. The Earth itself is changing with heat escaping from the lower levels of the crust; under the icecaps, sink holes, earthquakes and tsunamis to name a few, all change what weContinue reading “The world is changing and it makes me so sad.”

Questions with a Spiritualist Part Two

Can you control who comes through? Personally, I can’t, I just get visited, I am not a clairvoyant and cant see someone and say, so and so is with you, I don’t see people all the time. I only sense spirits and and given visual messages (usually). Different people have different experiences though. Do youContinue reading “Questions with a Spiritualist Part Two”

Dreams

I had a beautiful dream last night. Our family had moved, it seemed to be a different planet and it was so incredible. There were land animals and the animals lived along side the people, we actually moved out of the way for the animals. I was sat under a tree branch, next to aContinue reading “Dreams”

The dangers of self help videos

When you suffer a traumatic experience at the hands of someone else, it’s natural to want to know why. Usually people will think it over, talk to friends or maybe even a counsellor and be satisfied that people are so complex, so different in thought patterns and feelings that a simple answer will suffice. SometimesContinue reading “The dangers of self help videos”