Personal Problems here

Times, personally are difficult right now for our family. *Update The eye hospital wasn’t too concerned and regular monitoring is now scheduled, they were more worried about my husband potentially having diabetes and high blood pressure so they are now being checked. One big relief and weight gone! He is now at home resting as

Prayers

I find myself praying a lot recently, as a person constantly confused about faith I sure have a lot of it. I believe all religions pray essentially to the same one being. No one is right or wrong in this instance, what matters is faith in something bigger and the journey you take now. So

I Was Visited.

A few days ago, I was in terrible pain. I was scared and I was being rushed back into surgery. But I remember so vivid the colour and detail in features the dream I had after surgery. A golden person so bright they shone brighter than anything we can see, visited me. They did not

Silence is Golden

Not all the times of course, simple pleasure comes from sound. Silence of the mind however is worth more than any gold. Being able to turn off the internal monologue and chatter, such a beautiful thing to do. To be completely at peace. I’m working on this but it eludes me. Eventually I actually end

Halt the hate. Educate.

I keep seeing posts, over and over again. I won’t allow my child to watch this PG film because there is a) a Drag Queen b) a gay child c) a same sex couple raising a child and so on. Where is all this hate coming from? Do you believe by not allowing your child’s

Visits at Brew Time

‘A watched pot never boils’, I hear my Grandmother say as I stare at the blue light on the kettle, bright against the dark kitchen. I turn away, knowing that in doing so, the kettle will indeed boil, pushing the tap and letting the sink fill with hot water for later; I hear the click

Death Visits.

As the pain in my chest grows, my heart pounding as though trying to beat against the bone cage which surrounds it and escape, I feel my breath fleeting; struggling on the intake but rushing to leave me like my soul eager to release its self from this fleshy jail. Death hovers near, beckoning with

3am Again

I’ve heard waking at certain times can mean a variety of different things, from vitamin deficiency to being awoken by the spirits. I awake with headache. Vitamin deficiency could be the cause following my bariatric surgery; I’ve barely been able to consume a newborns volume of food. Or perhaps, this is yet another migraine cluster

Fall time

Crisp evenings filled with the orange hues of the setting sun and the promise of a diamond frost across the ground creep closer. As leaves fall like flames from silent bonfires, scorching the ground and piling into hills by the unseen wind, children wrap up warm in scarfs and dive into a sea of molten

Questions with a Spiritualist Part Two

Can you control who comes through? Personally, I can’t, I just get visited, I am not a clairvoyant and cant see someone and say, so and so is with you, I don’t see people all the time. I only sense spirits and and given visual messages (usually). Different people have different experiences though. Do you