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Sleepless thoughts

I can’t sleep because I’m having random thoughts. Such as, would I get a nose job or a boob job? Erm, neither! My nose and boobs are fine! But, what if they weren’t, what would you get done? Or, should I take the cold and flu tablets because I feel bunged up and have headache,Continue reading “Sleepless thoughts”

Animals Just Know

As I lay in bed with such pain in my head, this little beautiful being comes to lay on me and purrs away. Instantly soothing, the heat from her tiny body, the feel of her beautiful coat and the grey noise of the purr. Gizzy must be my little spirit animal sent to help meContinue reading “Animals Just Know”

Restless slumber

As he breathes next to me I hear him moving, frantic like escaping from an unseen foe, ‘Two weeks ago..’ he murmurs, soft snores escaping and the rustling of bedding sounding sharp in the silence, The murmurs and sad wails continue, do I awaken this restless slumber, do I comfort this man, What are dreamsContinue reading “Restless slumber”

Vacuum of life

Such a strange feeling that is not really a feeling at all. The emptiness of one’s self; like a huge void which neither pulls or pushes. When the day starts with such thoughts you know you are feeling, you just don’t want to admit to your own mind, the creeping vine of depression, working it’sContinue reading “Vacuum of life”

Recent nightmare

I’m observing a ball at the queens quarters and realise I’m not in 2022 anymore I’m looking at the strange red coats and yellow sashes and wondering which era I am in, trying to memorise the guard coats and fancy dresses. I’m so taken by the yellow sashes and I notice the guard is actuallyContinue reading “Recent nightmare”

I AM WALKING ON EGG SHELLS! AUTISM?

My daughters always has social problems be it with school or large gatherings. I just thought she had a school phobia, the doctors didn’t think anything of it as she grew up, just normal child behaviour. Sometimes we had tantrums in shops, like most parents experience. I always cried outside her door at night wishingContinue reading “I AM WALKING ON EGG SHELLS! AUTISM?”

Weird dreams #school

Disclaimer, this was just a dream! I’m sat in my mothers bedroom, on the Paisley bedding watching as she throws everything out of her fitted wardrobe. “There, look through that”, she says, her hair is in an eighties style, curled fringe and ends, wearing a black and red flowery dress she sighs and sits nextContinue reading “Weird dreams #school”

The world is changing and it makes me so sad.

When I think about all the horrors humans not only inflict upon themselves, but on the Earth, I truly start to despise our ‘being’. The Earth itself is changing with heat escaping from the lower levels of the crust; under the icecaps, sink holes, earthquakes and tsunamis to name a few, all change what weContinue reading “The world is changing and it makes me so sad.”

Dreams

I had a beautiful dream last night. Our family had moved, it seemed to be a different planet and it was so incredible. There were land animals and the animals lived along side the people, we actually moved out of the way for the animals. I was sat under a tree branch, next to aContinue reading “Dreams”