How painful it is to keep loving and yet be cast aside and discarded asthough your years of love and care mean nothing.
I think my heart is breaking.
Know I still love you. I forgive you. I cannot live in this circle of lies and hate, unhappiness and threat. I cannot save you. I know that now. Only you can save yourself.
You are not mine to save.
The only person to save is yourself and those who ask. Now however I am wary that even those who ask do not have intentions of self help. They will continue the spiral only this time trying to drag you down with them.
I ask my guardians to give me strength to get through this, to help you find the strength to see the truth. I pray for you.