Empty Head

No direction No soul Minds a blank space waiting to unfold Come write inside my head Any story to be said because I’ve No direction No soul

Chat Bot AI advice

I asked a AI Chat Bot for advice and how to stop feeling sad after a break up. The advice was really good! Here is what Arin the Chat Bot had to say. I’m sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult time. It’s completely understandable to feel sad after a breakup, and

Sadness

You hated my cold hands The way I tied my hair How I cleaned, cooked and what I wear You tried to change me but I’m here still I’ll keep fighting for me but you never will I fought for you too once but you seem to have forgotten Who changed jobs to care for

The Split

I’m grieving who you were But you’re still alive I’m grieving the one person who used to make me feel loved inside I miss the way you used to smile, stroke my hair, hold my hand I crave the lost passion and how you made me feel good about myself and treated me right I

Lost

We had plans I had plans To travel together See the world Visit places out of the ordinary Swim in different seas I’m mourning my lost dreams I don’t want to do them without you I’m lost in my own solitary Nothing feels the same I love you.

Alone

She told him to leave To see him was painful Her heart was breaking She couldn’t see how years of the same behaviour could be forgiven Her life was now a whirling torrent of disarray Loneliness and longing for that one person you wanted to love and trust forever Being alone was better surely The

Dawn

Then the realisation set in It was not only trust that was lacking But also respect It walked out of that door the first time he left and never returned A lightbulb moment of realisation That he did not respect her in anyway There was no option now.

Painful Happy Memories

It dampens my days when happy memories come up, when I know I’m no longer part of future happy memories with that special person/s. Broken families are terrible but some just can’t be fixed. It’s not just a personality clash, it’s removing yourself from toxic and violent situations which result in you no longer being

Frail

Looking pale Body failing Operated on slowly healing Hair white Bed pan in sight Up at night no delight Nurses fussing Feel ignored Sleep all day Soon get bored Unsure what else life has to offer Not quite sure why they bother Keep on smiling Say the right things Don’t complain Made of stronger things.

Bless Our NHS

But damn the Tories and Branson. As I sat in A&E, at 7am, on Tuesday, doubled in pain, I look up and see the wait time list, 10 hours. Now luckily for me I guess, I’m not here with a break, I’m here with internal pain around my stomach and gall bladder and having had